Saturday, October 19, 2013

I will find my place

LSS: [emoji multiple musical notes] I think I'll follow the voice that calls within...[emoji multiple musical notes]

I have been preparing for my comps for almost a month now.  That means, it has been already a month passed since my week-long silence.  I am hearing this voice within me.  The voice which tells what I wanted to do with my life.  It is to help others.  But in order to do so, I have to be self-sustaining.  I need to support myself first before I can support others.  That is one thing that hinders me in doing much of volunteer work.  I am currently unemployed right now and I have NO budget to sponsor any charity work.  I am even in need of financial support for my comps, thesis, and other school expenses.

But doing volunteer works are in me.  I have been doing that in simple ways at school, at places other than my own home.  There no charity work to do at home.   As I began recalling my volunteer days, my expenses are minimal.  Mostly I only need fare money from my home to school.  And everything is paid and provided for.  Pagkain ko, libre.  I even attended conferences that cost 5k each participant na wala akong binabayaran.  Ngayon kasi, since nagkatrabaho ako dati, may source of income ako.  Wala akong problem kung may kailangang bayaran, etc.  Ngayong wala akong trabaho, hesitant akong sumali-sali sa mga volunteer work kasi naisip ko, wala akong panggastos.  Totoo naman.  I do not have financial capability to sponsor any charity work.  Masyado kaagad kasi advance ang isip ko.  Ini-imagine ko na agad na ang charity work na gagawin ko ay super layo, ex. CDO or better yet abroad.  Dito lang muna para hindi masyadong mahal ang pamasahe.  I realized, basta i-lift up ko lang ang mga gusto ko sa Panginoon, He will provide anything that I will need.  Nag-reflect ako.  Ano ba ang kailangan kong pagkagastusan...? Pamasahe.  May training churva... Volunteer work yun, sana naman hindi masyadong malaki ang hihingin nila sa mga mag-volunteer.  Mas masaya kung wala na silang hihingin... Hehehe.  Mabilis kasi takbo ng utak ko.  Parang tinutulad ko siya na kapag papasok ako sa religious, may introductory amount kapag financially able.  I know God has plans for me.  I just have to say Yes to His invitation.

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